Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Learner Centered Teaching




“I can’t teach anybody anything, I can only make them think.” – Socrates

Remembering the time I spent in school in Saudi Arabia brings back a lot of memories about the classroom and the role of the teacher in the classroom. Spending most of my time growing up in England, going to English school during the day, and spending tea time being homeschooled for Arabic school, I suffered a cultural shock from the high school education system in Saudi Arabia. I remember that classroom in England were fun, creative and a very comfortable. Although I did sense that the teacher was always the center of the classroom, and that our textbooks and the teacher herself had the ability to teach us every thing. In England we were given homework, and we had specific instructions for what to do on every assignment. We had little quizzes that would accumulate towards our final grade. I felt that I get a lot done in an academic semester and that I grew and learned every year.

When we went back to Saudi Arabia, I was a bit shocked that all we did was receive information from the teacher, write it down in our notebooks and memorize it for midterm exams. There was no class discussion, no room for creativity, and we were just repeating the things that the teacher wanted us to learn. Add to this prospect that any idea that the student comes up with is not taken seriously and is disregarded and also looked down upon. Exams are a form of dumping out all of the information that you learned that semester. Once students are done with the exam, I've personally witnessed some girls either throwing their books in the trash or ripping their books in the cafeteria. This broke my HEART! Seriously! Although the British education system was not that student or learner centered, but it still allowed room for personalization.


Another classroom dynamic  that really bothered me was the fact that we had to stand up when we had to answer questions. I didn't realize this, and was asked to leave the class for the disrespect I caused the teacher. I really felt like I was what Paulo Frier describes in his radical pedagogy, as containers of the Banking Model of Education that have to be filled with knowledge or spoon fed. He introduced the idea of "Problem Solving Education" where he deconstructs the place of the teacher in the educational equation.This is a very funny video that explains Paulo Frier's Pedagogy of the Oppressed. 

        One of the most important concepts in Learner Centered Teaching is the "The Role of The Teacher." I love the metaphors that Maryellen Weimer provides the reader in the beginning of this chapter. According to Weimer, on the major roles of the teacher is becoming a FACILITATOR in the process of education. The most memorable of these metaphor is the teacher-midwife who is their at the birth of education (62). Giving birth to two children, I used to hate midwives, I thought that they just sat their while I was in extreme pain from labour. However, it is after I gave birth to my children, that I noticed how helpful they were during the delivery or even after. They bring you ice cubes to crunch, and they check your baby's heart rate all the time. Without them, I think giving birth would have been much more harder. Just like the midwife, the teacher can also be a facilitator of learning.

       One of the facilitative teaching principals that Weimer provides is that faculty should encourage students to learn from and with each other. I believe that this can be done not only with group work, but also allowing the students to be responsible for delivering some content in class. The students will definitely learn how difficult it is to prepare something that can be taught to class by having them do pair presentations on the topic of that day. I think that this is a great way to get them involved in the process of learning and allowing them to feel responsible for their learning too. This activity allows them to learn from and with each other. It was only when I did my master degree, that my professors in Saudi Arabia took to this activity. We were mostly responsible for the content. I know that this is a graduate degree activity, and by having student work in pairs, the presentation will be less stressful and even more manageable.

    One other great activity that Weimer presents teachers is demonstrating the "value of collaboration in a venue that students take seriously: exams" (81). Weimer assigns her students study groups, that participate in a group exam experience. She allows the students to prepare some review materials for the whole class, and she leaves it to the students to decide if they want to study together for it. As for assessment, Weimer grades individual papers first and then calculates an average score for the group. Then she grades the group exam, and if the group exam is higher, the students get to an individual average added to their individual scores. I believe that this activity is beneficial for courses that have heavy content material. For writing courses, I would do this activity with research resources like MLA or APA. I would develop an exam on each and see if they can also learn these two helpful research tools.

Works Cited 

        Weimer, Maryellen. Learner -Centered Teaching : Five Key Changes to Practice. Second edition. ed., San Francisco, CA, Jossey-Bass, A Wiley Imprint, 2013.

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learner centered teaching 

saudi arabia school classroom  

Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1Yqr4PByOY 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEtjl3TqwB4&has_verified=1 

Monday, October 2, 2017

           My Teacher Body In the Classroom
          "We Are Strong Enough to Be Weak" 

In the picture on the left,  inside the classroom, I appear to be excited, I'm holding my hands close together, actually myself together, and somewhat confident. I think of myself as an established scholar in my field, Ethnic American Literature, and also of my identity as a great part of who I am as teacher. I think of myself as a mother, wife, and student too. 

The first thing the students notice in class is my attire, and maybe the way I speak. I can imagine that these students have never come into contact with anyone from the Middle East. Standing at the front of the classroom, as I face the students, I can not help but notice the amazed looks I first received upon entering the classroom. As I began to come to class regularly, students began to lower their guards and gathered the courage to ask me about some things they needed help with, or if something looks right. Although my mentor properly introduced me to the class, and acknowledged the active role I will be playing in class this semester, I felt that the students still had doubts about me, and what I could do to help them in class.

When it comes to what I wear, everyday I try to pick and chose colors that might go together, especially with the Hijab (head covering), I want to appear stylish and modest at the same time. When I shop online for Hijab attire, in specialized Hijabi websites, the things I find are either too long, too weird, or too expensive. That is why I stick to looking for shirt dresses in Target, TJMax, or H&M (now you know where I get all my clothes from!!!). The Hijab has always been part of my childhood, and over the years it grew on me. I can't think of myself going outside the house, and not having something to cover my head with. Although there was a part of my life, where I rebelled and chose not to wear it, as I grew up I felt that for the public eye, this is the Hayat I want everyone to know. I sometimes think of it as a uniform that I have to wear for people to know who I am. A lot of people might know right away that I am a Muslim, but when I tell them I'm doing my PhD in English Literature and specifically in Ethnic American studies, they appear surprised. I feel that it is at that moment that I have changed the way they think about women from the Middle East, especially women who still wear the Hijab. I have many Muslim friends that do not wear it, and I RESPECT them because it is their choice to make, and it is not for me to judge them. I love them, and they share with me a great part of my life. Sometimes I have hats that I wear whenever we go on vacation or when I'm doing something fun, or when going to a place where I don't want anyone to identify me as Muslim or Middle Eastern, because sometimes I do get bothered by people who have no clue who I am, and they can't see pass my Hijab and what it stands for to them ( oppression, backwardness, ignorance!!!!). 

The person I see in the picture is a young woman who has broken a lot of boundaries, and crossed oceans to get a great education and to share with the people she meets everywhere the rich cultural experience that she has been part of so far. I have been fascinated with my identity and how it shifted since I was ten. I grew up in England, where my dad did his PhD there. Then we went back to Saudi Arabia, and I experienced a great culture shock, feeling mostly alone among my own people. It is only when I began studying at King Saud University that I realized that WHO I AM MATTERS A LOT, especially if I were to become successful in my field. I had to make a decision and accept my hybrid identity, that I am a Saudi girl, who grew up in Britain, lived for a while in Saudi Arabia, and went off to the U.S. to study for a PhD. That is why I think that I can never teach without bringing some of my identity with me, whether it is through including material that educates students about my part of the world, or answering simple questions from students like "Do you have to wear the Hijab when you go to sleep?" (no we do not wear it when we sleep๐Ÿ˜›), or "Do you really pray FIVE times a day?" (Yes, we pray five times a day ๐Ÿ™).              



Language has always been one of the great aspects of shaping my identity. The first language I learned is Arabic, then English, then German in High School. Believe it or not all my dreams and inner thoughts are in English, and it is only when I was getting my Bachelor degree that I noticed this. My inner consciousness speaks English! I have no control over the thoughts that are created in my head. I have realized how great a part English is as a Language I can use to express my identity. Therefore, after presenting on the Suresh Canagarajah “ESL Composition as Literate Art of the Contact Zone” chapter, I was inspired by his approach of code-meshing and encouraging students to bring their identity to class and not be afraid to use their accents and languages to express themselves.  

      

I came to accept that people are only true to themselves if they accept the humanity of their profiles and identity. That means that I want the students to see that I am not only their teacher, but I am a mother who cares for her children, a muslim who sometimes faces discrimination, and a scholar who wants to become successful at her field. I don't believe that the class is where everything is supposed to be perfect and where the teacher never feels tired or frustrated, or where the students never wonder off in their minds and think of what they want to do for the rest of their lives. I want my students to see that I am a human, just like them, because it is only when they see my weakness and my humanity that they will come to learn about the world beyond their classroom, and I hope that is what I am preparing them for, the real world and how to empathize with other humans and to see similarities more than differences with the people we know outside the classroom. Diane Freeman and Martha Holmes state that "the best learning situations [...] were those in which teacher and student acknowledged and approved of one another's bodies and minds" (2). I think that students will not be fully engage if they think of a teacher as a talking body, without an identity.It is exactly when the "students think that the teacher's body is clearly marked by ethnicity, race, disability, size, gender, sexuality, illness, age, pregnancy, class, linguistic and geographic origins, or some combination of these, both the mode and the content of education can change" ( Freeman & Holmes 7).In her essay "A Vessel of Possibilities," Kimberly Wallace Sanders, reflecting on how bell hooks failed to remember her teacher's body, stated that "the academy largely insists on the body's erasure because the body is the undeniable reminder of our private selves" (188). If it is anything that these scholars are encouraging us to do, then it is to bring in our bodies to the class, and not be afraid to show our humanity. 


Before I go...please watch the following video: 


Concerning the teacher's body, I think that it is important for students to recognize our bodies. The following video shows how vulnerability is important for any kind of relationship. Most of our lives we spend many moments trying to hide our vulnerability as teachers. However, as the video highlights, the revelation of weakness is the only possible root to connection and respect. These revelations humanize us in others eyes. Please watch this video, as it was so enlightening to me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJsJ96yyVk8  

 




Works Cited 

Freedman, Diane P, and Holmes M. Stoddard. The Teacher's Body: Embodiment, Authority, and Identity in the Academy. Albany, NY: State University of New York Press, 2003. 

Images Respectively: 

Riyadh Metro 
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